It's Going to Be A Bumpy Ride . . .

It's going to start storming again tomorrow, going to be severe by Sunday I hope we don't get blown away, this trailer is not tied down.  I'm not really worried, I am worried about my plants though, starting my little garden again.  I need to cover my hawarthia it is living, even blooming, but I need to protect it from more wind and rain, it's  not doing all that great, I'm just hoping it makes it and comes fully back.  I rather expect my hosta to but I don't guess it is going to.  I'll get some more when we go back to WalMart once we get paid again.  I ordered some datura seed from Parkseed can't wait for them to get here.  In the meantime I have some seed I'm going to go ahead and plant here and there, maybe tomorrow before the rain but best wait till after I guess.  Going to go for now, just wanted to get something out there.


Later, 2:59 p.m.


Now the house is looking more like hoarders live here.  Mother insisted on getting that goddamned chair in here, well I think I have a broken back, but it's in here, it's way too big for the space and it STINKS.  Anyone dealing with an elderly person who gets unreasonably attached to a specific chair should be able to empathize.  There is a can of febreeze I can get to, I'll hose it down with that before I go to bed tonight and it can freshen it somewhat overnight.  We'll see how it goes.

Headphones

Ok so I got some headphones today so I can play around on the net and keep my YOUTUBE playlist up and not annoy the motherperson.  I pulled up Daydream Believer and favored it, but cried as it played, I still can't believe Davy was taken from us so far too  soon.  But it's not like I'd ever get to meet the guy  anyway, and excellent memories were left so, well, that's it.  I got  a set of speakers too but I don't know if they don't work well or I didn't have them plugged all the way in.  I'll check it out later.  I'm dead tired now.  Interesting note.  Before I turned on the music I had godawful stomach pain, now I'm fine.  Music heals, doesn't it?  Think I'll listen to Free For All again.

Storm Day . . .

Stormy today.  Warnings and thunder and everything.  Was going to start my porch exercising but can't in the rain plus I don't feel like it, not that I ever will I'll have to force myself to do it but I'll be happy once I get it going.  I can use the steps to warm up.  I need to clean the place but I can't change the mopwater, because of rain and no running water in the house.  I burned my first incense cone since we've moved in here surprisingly enough I didn't catch hell for it, yet.  So I guess it's going to be tolerated.  I'm going to rearrange those logs outside if I can to make a natural altar and come full moon begin rite outside.  There are things I need to do as there are things I need, mostly, a job.  Going to take some serious concentration to get that going.  I'm torn.  I am worried about going back to work, afraid Mother will hurt herself again.  But I have it to do.  More later.

Rainy Day . . .

But looking up.  My keyboard started working again, the lower keys wouldn't work earlier.  I still need a new one.  It's raining it's butt off out there, our place looks like an island, literally.  We have got to get dirt hauled in here and raise this place up some.  Every time it rains like this we get flooded in.

The place is coming along, we're getting used to being here and fix up a little bit at a time.  I'll be glad when all our crap is out from under tarps and safe.  I have no hope that all my cds have fared, I know some have but some are more exposed.

Anyway just updating, more on the morrow if a 'nado doesn't do us in.

Moving Day . . .

We start moving today.  We'll be without cable/internet until January sometime I think, not sure how long.  Going to be doing a lot of reading and journaling by hand.  More tasks to do when the net comes back up.  Hope I survive this it's gonna be hard.

Post Thanksgiving . . .

For thanksgiving we didn't have a huge dinner and we won't be going to my aunt's either.  I was all set to have my money deposited today we were going to go to town and get groceries and get the stuff to get started packing to get ready to move and lo and behold, the government has been off Thursday and today, so, I won't get my unemployment until next week.  Had to call my brother and grovel for him to give us some money and wasn't THAT a blast, still waiting for him to call and let us know it's been wired.  I can't believe our luck.  But hopefully it'll be here soon and we can get on with life.  I wish I could win the lottery JUST ONCE.  (sigh)

Outliving Classmates . . .

Several years ago, I found out one of my classmates, Stardi Spurlock, had died.  At the time of her death she was 42.  I've no idea how she died but was very sad to hear it.  A couple of nights ago I dreamed of another classmate that was always very nice to me that I liked very much.  I found out tonight she, Leonor Navarro, died in 2007 at age 46.  I don't know what to think, these are two very beautiful people now gone from this earth, when so many hateful people still roam it.  And I wonder where is the justice in it all?