Things Are Starting To Wear On Me . . .

Nothing is acceptable about my life.  I need two things I find it so hard to come by:  strength and courage.  But I'm working on it.  Once I get going I will be fine but it's taking that first step, doing that one thing ... that is stopping me.  But it's a hurdle and hurdles can be mastered.  There is one thing I do possess.  Determination to make the positive changes I need to make.  Some are easy, it's the hard ones that are getting me, but these too shall be trampled before too long.  I just have to find the courage of my convictions and take that first major step.  Nothing will ever change if I don't and for the better everything will change when I do.

Freaking Cold . . .

It is so cold.  Below freezing lows for six days straight.  I am personally very tired of it.  I hope it ends soon.  I know we will have it to deal with throughout February, but should be seeing more 60-70 degree highs more often.  Enough of this freezing crap and they are saying now one morning we will have a 'wintry mix' to contend with.  I used to love cold weather but now it can suck a nut I'm sick of it and just want it warm again.

Another New Year . . .

I don't really do resolutions but I do think in new years we should strive to do better than our last.  I'm striving to get out more and move more and be just an overall better person.  I also will strive to stay out of chat as much as possible and work in more creative endeavors.  But it's a rough beginning to the year so I cleave to negative things.  I'll do better.  As the temperatures rise I'll feel more like doing more.  Today was nice, a walk to the mailbox (1/4 mile distance) was refreshing and soul cleansing.  I will do that daily.  Question is how to keep the dogs home.