Thank Cernunnos!!!!!!

Jack came home thank goodness!  I really didn't think we'd see him again.  Hopefully this taught Mother he can't be let out again until he's been neutered.  I do believe that will help.  I was just thrilled to see him.  I'll sleep better tonight :).

I No Longer Have To Worry . . .

About Jack.  His consistent crying caused Mother to have a meltdown and I had to let him out and he is LONG gone.  We'll never see him again.  So, so much for my beautiful little man.  I'm sure he's quite dead by now I heard dogs barking so I assume they caught and killed him.  But we have the 5 kittens of Misty's for as long as we have them, I hope Mango will thrive and survive, I'm going to make it my mission that he does.  Though I will keep picking at it, when the weather cools in October and November I'm hitting the big guns on finding work.  I need to find, or make sure we have, a suitcase for Mother because she is OUT of here as soon as I find work.  My first concern in October is to attempt to get the title to this property changed over.  We'll see how that goes.  

I'm overwhelmed at the moment, and I can't do a thing to diffuse it.  I need to go outside and sit for a while but I can't.  I just noticed the neighbors across the way are back, partying and have dogs.  Ours are out and about so I'm sure we'll be getting an earful in a short while when ours tangles with theirs.

Limbo . . .

I specifically moved the printer to the tv table so I could use the printer table for my laptop and to color on.  Jack has taken it over.  Perhaps I'll get some use out of it before the tv comes home.  And it WILL come home.

Troubled . . .

I'm going to attempt to get a $50 pawn for my television.  That will cover dog food and cat food, for us I'll hit a food bank if they exist.  We're in dire straits.  I keep thinking next month will be better but no, it never is.  So on I go.  Tried to pawn the laptop yesterday but they DID identify it as being rented from Aaron 's & wouldn't take it.  I am so tired of being like this, if I could just get a job we'd be doing so much better but no everyone has to be assholes.

Holy Cow !!!!!!!

I am literally swimming in extension cords.  We lost a breaker a couple of days ago and to keep things going we had to put stuff on extension cords and reroute it.  HOPEFULLY we won't lose another before we get this one repaired.  It's been a hell of a week and it's not over yet.  So much to do and with the heat so damned little desire to do anything, even with airconditioners.  I really hate the Texas summers.  Being born and raised here doesn't help, it just SUCKS.

A Day in Jack's Life . . .

Jack is back, here he is in his glory:

Up To 4 . . .

Brought a cat home today I named Jack, because he looks a lot like a cat I had that I'd named Jacque.  So I hope he makes it.  I don't think he's as young as was said, he's fully grown and very large, we'll have to get him neutered soon.  Right now he's under the bed, he needs to start getting a little more lovable pretty soon.  Anyway more when more develops.

By the way I got End of Watch by Stephen King and two new coloring books.  Once I can get started on the house I'll be cleaning morning to afternoon then coloring, reading and writing in the evenings.  NOW I gotta go!

Miserably Full . . .

I am never eating again like I ate tonight.  It's ridiculous.  LIGHT MODERATE meals from now on there is no sense putting myself in this misery.  That is my new thing.  MODERATION!  YEA!