Troubled . . .

I'm going to attempt to get a $50 pawn for my television.  That will cover dog food and cat food, for us I'll hit a food bank if they exist.  We're in dire straits.  I keep thinking next month will be better but no, it never is.  So on I go.  Tried to pawn the laptop yesterday but they DID identify it as being rented from Aaron 's & wouldn't take it.  I am so tired of being like this, if I could just get a job we'd be doing so much better but no everyone has to be assholes.