Turning . . .

Starting today I'm turning my life around.  Whatever I want to do I'm in some way going to do it.  Reading, writing, exercising, spiritual alliance . . . I deserve a life and I'm going to start living it.  I'm going to have to see about getting hired at WalMart but I can't for the life of me make myself make the call.  I JUST DON'T want to work there I know in reason I won't be able to do the damned work.  But, I've got to try.  I'm back on program with my diet, I'm 2 pounds away from my alltime highest weight and I refuse to go there again.  Going to start exercising tomorrow if it doesn't rain.

Damned Cable . . .

I don't know if I'm going to be able to watch the Season 4 premiere of The Walking Dead, our cable has been on and off all day.  I guess because of the rain we got yesterday, I had to watch a few laps of the race using NASCAR.com (Kasey finished 2nd).  Should that come to pass I'm going to be UBER pissed.  Mother says "lets find another one" hell we've had every cable and satellite out there!  Pain in the ass.

Ah Life . . .

First off I must pat myself on the back for my youtube playlist.  It absolutely rocks and it cures all ills.  Sincerely.  I felt like crap when I began listening, I feel much better now.  But that's a story for another time.  Tonight it's about television.

Lifetime premiered a new series titled The Witches of East End.  Its ok, in principal I liked it, it is a little far out.  But it's entertaining, there are aspects of witchcraft that haven't been explored in film before (dreamwork for starters).  Not that fond of the shapeshifting killer witch thing but ya gotta have something for entertainment value and I am stoked to see the next episode in the series.

Morning After.  My theme song.  I need to get this playlist on an ipod or something that I can take with me on my walks/jogs.  We'll see.  I can't even get my hands on a damned 10 dollar transistor radio!  But I will, oh yes, I will.

Mother is still insisting that if I go to Lufkin to apply for work I need to stay in a hotel.  I just can't keep up with her thought process, it's so chaotic and she just will not listen to reason.  But I'll cross that bridge when I get to it I suppose.  If she insists it'll be just like a mini vacate for me.  So it's all good.

Another ballad, Angel of the Morning.  Mmmmm.  Happy.  OH didn't tell you the horrible news.  Stockcar race today ol' Kyle Busch bit the big one but walked away, in Indy Series, Dario Franchitti wasn't so lucky.  Fractured vertebrae, concussion, broken ankle.  13 fans injured.  This at the track in Houston.  Oh I was so sad.  Still am but at least Dario will recover and no one was killed this time.  I love racing but it has a vicious temper.  At least with stock cars it's almost impossible these days to kill a driver.  Indy series they have nothing between them and pavement. 

Spend It Baby, Spend Those Bucks!

Soooooooo today was payday.  We spent just about every penny we had and have very little to show for it.  The main thing that's killing us BIG TIME is a car loan we have out.  We cannot pay it off and paying it out is murder.  Total and ridiculous.  But, that's the way the mop flops.  Were it me I would have lived in the dark for a week and a half before I took out a title loan.  Payday and title loans should be outlawed.  Absolute.  I'll never go there again.  We're going to try to recoup some of the money tomorrow by getting a refund on a bed Mother ordered.  That should fix things for a while.  Next month will be much better.  I'll more than gently remind the mother person to tally utilities and query prices of stuff first then tally utilities again to make sure we don't come up short.  Live and learn, and since she hasn't I have to come up with a better more aggressive plan.  More on the morrow.