Turning . . .

Starting today I'm turning my life around.  Whatever I want to do I'm in some way going to do it.  Reading, writing, exercising, spiritual alliance . . . I deserve a life and I'm going to start living it.  I'm going to have to see about getting hired at WalMart but I can't for the life of me make myself make the call.  I JUST DON'T want to work there I know in reason I won't be able to do the damned work.  But, I've got to try.  I'm back on program with my diet, I'm 2 pounds away from my alltime highest weight and I refuse to go there again.  Going to start exercising tomorrow if it doesn't rain.