School's Out . . .

I may not be going back to chat for a while until school goes back in again, I just can't take the kids in the room.  Where did such stupidity come from with teenagers these days?  GODS!

Sad too because it's too hot to get outside thank goodness I haz a bunches of books and coloring books!  I just finished Finder's Keepers and hope to pick up End of Watch tomorrow.  I'll have to wait a month to get my Amazon order.  But when I do I won't have to physically pay but $20 for it, I have money on my gift card so life's grand there.  Smartest thing I ever did.  I also just downloaded 4 free books on writing onto this Kindle thing I have on my desktop.  I have a bunch of books on it but gods, I hate to read on the computer and I can't put em on my laptop.  But I'll persevere.  Paper books are where it's at.

Funny Story . . .

About this movie collection:

For days and days I've been looking for a free streaming of My Mom's a Werewolf.  I had given up and was browsing movie collections at Amazon and come across this one.  It LOOKED familiar, and when I scanned the titles sure enough, there was My Mom's a Werewolf.  So I added it to my cart.  Still wondering I looked through the collections I've already collected and bam, there it was.  I already had it!  So I deleted it from my amazon cart (replacing it with 2 coloring books) and popped in My Mom's a Werewolf and delightfully watched.  Now I'm watching the rest of them.  Funny!

Today . . .

Today is summer movie trilogy:  Summer Rental, Club Paradise, and One Crazy Summer.  I wish I could go to the beach, this is as close as I can get.

Otherwise I made a fabulous chicken pasta salad, my best yet, and am about to eat some even though it's not thoroughly chilled.  I'm hungry.

So I guess I'll go, not much to say.

I GOT . . .

A PINK KAU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On Neopets I was adopting jubs and there was a glowing one and I went to the pound to see if I could adopt it and up popped a pink kau and WHAM I got him!  He's gorgeous !!!!!!!!  I'm so thrilled!



That is all.

Such Sadness . .. .

Lucy just passed away Sugar won't be far behind.  Right on cue.  Right as expected.  If we can't start spaying these small dogs soon I don't know what I'm going to do.

An Up In The Air Sunday . . ..

So load 2 of laundry in the mix . . . gotta get them on the line soon, battling ants the entire way especially since the rain has set in and everything is flooded.  You'd think (hope) they'd drown.  Maybe 2-3 loads tomorrow, I'm finding stuff all over that needs washing.  I not only get no help here I get a lot of hurt.  So many things that are irritating are compounded.  I don't know the answer I'm so tired of fighting it but I'm so damned stuck.  But we'll see I've not given up.  I just need to find a hole in the clouds.

Later, 9:28 p.m.:  Both Sugar and Lucy are sick, as I knew they would be.  Neither of them will survive.  I'll take the task in the morning to dropper feed them sometimes that works but I'm not hopeful.  I knew not to get attached.

Busy Day Ahead . . .

Just got back from town getting breakfast for me & Mom, Burger King has a 'fully loaded' croissant breakfast sandwich, I got that it was gooooooood and got her just the plain sausage.  Got gas for the car, cash for the lawn man, and the title loan company.  Later we'll pile into the car wade the water out to pay the autoloan and pick up our pizza dinner.  Then back to WalMart for me to get the groceries to last till the 9th.  Then more groceries.  Reminds me I have to make a phone call.

Sabbatical . . .

I can do only a few things on this 5 day Sabbatical.  Journal, write, read, meditate, study.  I started reading a book on druidry but the distractions are still killing me.  I have a dvd running to put me in a 'cleaner' state of mind but it's dark and pouring rain so until some sun comes out I'm still a toad on a log.  I found some excellent meditation videos on YouTube, one I really like and actually already feel better.  I knew I would.  I need to come to grips with things, many things, things I cannot change and those I can, and find the courage to make those changes.  I have a long life ahead of me and it's going to be a while before I can utilize it completely.  But in the meantime I have a lot of studying to do.  More later.

Priorities

I am trying to get my priorities straight, get into a productive, active routine.  I'm too distracted by the computer.  I need to work harder at housework, reading, writing, spirituality.  THESE are the priorities, and these inter-relate.  Growing strong in one means growing strong in all.  I need to do some research on chaos in spirituality, not chaos magick, I'm not into that, but, helping calm chaos, calm a chaotic mind.  I MUST get back on a regular meditation routine.  I know that is the key.  That is my beginning.