Looks Like Rain . . .

So woke up this morning it was chilly and it's only been partially sunny.  Mother rethought the ribs, decided to eat a heat and eat sandwich instead so I'll be lunching on soup and later on I'll munch something else, not sure what.  But something.

I changed the date for the cable install to the sixth, that will give us a little more time, come to find out we have to pay up front for our first month BEFORE they can do the install so I can't complete the order until the 3rd.  I'm seriously contemplating applying at WhatABurger for night shift.  I'm up most of the night anyway.  Only problem is Mother won't let me sleep during the day so I don't know its still a tossup.  Perhaps in better times, we'll see.

I'm in prep for full moon, I am going to be doing some cleansing and possibly a binding.  At least a measure of protection anyway.  I'll have to see what my meditations guide me to.  Binding is last resort kind of stuff.  But life goes on and times they are a changin'.

Early Spring???

This is what we're dealing with these days.  Well, and this too:

Oreo and Tippy.  Gypsy gave birth the 9th, originally 4, two didn't make it, these two are ginormous.  I think they are Thor's rather than Sparky's.

I have chicken baking and it's heating up the kitchen something fierce, I want to get an oscillating fan on a stand for in there this summer.  Since I'm the one doing ALL the cooking these days.

So spring comes forth and I'm ready to plant.  Got great ideas and it's gonna be a GORGEOUS growing season I cannot wait!  Going to have veggies, and pretty pretty pretty plants and flowers.  I'm going to get some more hylocereus started, some stapelia, and some euphorbia millii and I'm so thrilled!

Preparations

We are in the throes of getting the house in order because on the 4th a new cable company comes in to convert our cable system.  The new NASCAR schedule makes it necessary as our cable company does not now nor never intends to carry FS1, where most of racing is going to be broadcast this year god damn it to hell.  But what can I say, money talks NASCAR fans are doomed to follow.  One good news is Gordo is semi-retiring after this year.  Maybe Kasey will step up and do better.  I sure hope so.  So on that off I go, much to do and no motivation to get it done, but gotta anyway.

Brand New Year

Ok so it's now 2015 and we're not doing too badly.  Just one common problem, what to do with myself.  I really need to get some kind of work going on, mostly to defend myself against an inevitable attack.  I also need some type of legal representation for myself, I'll be looking into that.  But for now it's clean house and eradicate all negativity.  And that I intend to do. 

Only a Sting . . .

Ok so this afternoon we met with J for lunch, he only SLIGHTLY was insulting and narcissistic.  He gave us enough money to buy groceries with a little left over, with some we purchased lotto tickets.  The day is breezy and over-warm and I still have the task of  removing our dog's body from the premises, I'll do that tonight when I'm rested.  I dread this to the core.

I hope now for at least a week we can sit back, relax and have a semi happy existence.  Anyway, more when my brains unscramble.

Here We Go Again . . .

Looks like I'll be pawning my computer again, we're dead broke and running out of pretty much every essential.  Its 4 days to payday and we can't wait.  J was supposed to come here and take us out to eat but he's not called, usually he gives us a stipend when he does, I was going to ask for it anyway but he's not called so rather than swallowing my pride and texting him for the cash I'll just pawn the computer and get it out the 3rd.  We have cans we can sell but we're out of most pet food so that's not nearly enough.

Ok I can relax a little.  We are being wired money so I won't have to hock the computer again.  I will take the cans in with me and go ahead and get that cash, every little bit helps.  More later I'm sure.

Gomer, our large dog, just passed away :(

Well, still waiting for the wiring of the money, it was around noon when it was promised, it's nearly 5 now.  So I guess its not meant to be and I'll be pawning the computer after all tomorrow.  Lovely.

Here Come The Holidays . . .

So, as per usual Mother's thanksgiving sucked.  J TEXTED us a happy thanksgiving, we have $.64 in my purse, no bread in the house, Mother has been crying and has been in abject misery ever since she got up this morning, no one has called, our dog is dying, and in general life just fucking sucks.  Happy thanksgiving, y'all.

And another fun fact, I can't access many of my personal documents, my internet is slow and unstable, I'm too pissed off to have much interest in doing anything so . . . when are the holidays over?!