Might Be Going Dark . . .

We are about to lose our phone, cable and internet so I'll probably be getting a lot of writing done.  We're unable to pay the phone bill and all of it is interconnected.  Seemed that it would be cheaper that way but it hasn't worked out that way.  I don't know about this life, it's just so unfulfilling.  There is nothing I can do about it either.  My future looks very very bleak indeed.