I Wish . . .

I wish I could get my lower teeth pulled.  I just broke one and two are loose.  I'll be glad when they all fall out if they will.  I think it costs about $300 a tooth to get em pulled.  Who's got that?  Not me.

My Thoughts On A Beautiful Day . . .

Sunny, breezy, but not too hot and not too cool.  Doing laundry, on a day like this it's not such a chore.  We hang out, no dryer.  Thankful for the breeze.

So it's secular holiday time again which puts me in turmoil I wish I didn't have to deal with.  This time it's going to be pretty nightmarish.  I used to be secluded from all this now I'm thrown in the middle of it all.  All I can do is tuck and roll and get over it best I can.  I'm thinking next year will either be a very good year or the year everything crashes around me.  Not a lot I can do to defend myself, all I can do is recover.

I've been in a foul mood lately, it's no wonder with things being in such a mess.  So I'm working on it a little at a time and hoping for the best, it's all I can do.

Cleanup Day . . .

Gotta do some cleanup today, mostly the living room where Mother is.  I don't know why she just throws things on the floor, I've put all kinds of trash containers around her and it' just easier to throw stuff on the floor I guess.  So I have to clean it up.

Breezy day today albeit hot.  83 or better will be the high, still summertime in mid-November.  Pain in the ass.  Had laundry to do but didn't get around to it, it's supposed to rain tomorrow so can't get to it till Saturday.  I have broadcast tonight, I guess I'll talk about crystals conducive to heightening psychic awareness and intuition.  I avoided broadcasts all last week.  I might see if they'll go off starting them at 6.  Better go and announce it.

SuperMoon . .

Tonight was the first night in a while I got to watch twilight go into dark.  I watched the moonrise for a while, it was really beautiful.  She is quite large and so bright!

Almost posted on personal fam business!  Oops!  Anyway I have to wash covering tomorrow, my comforter, her blankets and things.  With the weather and the shorter days it's a pain to get things to dry well enough.  As is she's going to be wearing damp jeans to the doctor's tomorrow because they didn't quite dry.  Would help of some darn wind would blow our way.  We do have a cool snap coming but still not a lot of wind I wonder what's up?  Global warming and stuff?

Anyway I'll probably have mournful stuff to post tomorrow so more then.

Visualization . . .

So I'm visualizing better days.  Through hard work and perseverance I hope to start at least getting out more and enjoying life as much as I can.  It's not that easy.

I'm not that political a person, I figure one leader is as bad as another but I'm particularly heartbroken with the choice so many uninformed Americans made for this election.  The  last two were equally bad, so really my patriotism is dwindling.  So I'm just living, as best and as happy as I can in the situations we are put in.  I think it not only bizarre, but ruthless, that if I had a job right now I'd be forced into insurance I can neither afford nor want, or face fine and imprisonment.  This is no longer America, because it is becoming less and less of a democracy.  Was it ever?  I know it's been better.  It's just sad, now.

The kittens have taken up in here with me on a part time basis so my desktop projects are often interrupted by kittens.  I have to go find Jack and get him in for a while I'm afraid we're going to lose him, he's been getting out and staying out all night, I don't like that, he doesn't stay home.

So on that I suppose I'll mosey on, I've work to do, lists to make.  At least today there is a little breeze.

It's Raining . . .

And Jack is outside and I can't find him so I PRAY he comes home tomorrow.  I figure we won't have him much longer, he's going to feel so unloved here.  But hopefully he's just under the trailer and will come out when the rain stops, it's not supposed to last long.  Never know though these rains can sometimes set in for days.  It will be cooling off a little though, that's nice.  I have to go tomorrow and check my mailbox, if Eddy can't do it I'll have to hire someone, Dan or someone like that.  We'll see.  We badly need it.  Just glad we could get it done.

Watching racing until TWD comes on I'm avoiding Twitter until I see it.  I forgot about it actually intended to forego the race to watch it.  But . . . it's no longer autotuned.  Have to fix that.  Salem is back on too but I've about had it with that show.  Satan in a child?  Pffftttt pulllllleeeeeeeeease.  I noticed in the last episode Mary is back alive so is Tituba.  Love those back from the dead scenarios.  Anyway going to go for a while, trying to finish coloring the gelpen project I'm on then I'll do a couple from SoulBird's Journey.  But the project is a fail.  It's off.

Can I STOP Now???????

My GODS am I tired of running around.  Today was just WalMart and the chicken place but WHOA am I tired.  And the chicken place shorted us rolls again SO, that's the swan song for Chicken Express, since Churches collapsed, nothing left but Popeyes but I'd rather them than CE, at least they have yet to short our order.  But I got the stuff home, Mother made herself  a plate using the new dinnerware we got, I made myself a plate once I got the groceries put up, and when I finished I used the new storage containers to put the leftover mashed potatoes/gravy and coleslaw in.  I'm so proud of our new kitchen utensils, we now have EVERYTHING we need.  But there is trouble on the horizon.  Mother said a car drove up while I was gone, drove into the driveway and a man started to get out but didn't.  This is the second time a vehicle has driven up here while I'm gone.  I  think I need to start my webcam recording when I leave with the camera facing the gate so I can see what's going on when I get home.  It's really frightening.

I'm going to have to meet the post person at the mail box on Monday when my package gets here because there are NO locking mailboxes within 100 miles of this place.  I'll wait till next month and just order one, we're too short this month.  I hate having it to do to begin with.  But I have it to do.

I have to get my butt moving on cleaning as well, will wake tomorrow and get going, I worked on the kitchen but with the shopping from yesterday and today there is a lot to put on the burn pile.  It will be more pleasant tomorrow and I won't be as tired.  I got a pretty coloring book at the store, called Magical Gardens.  VERY pretty, can't wait to color it.  But that's  a story for another blog.

Special Day!

So tomorrow we get our kitchen refill and I cannot wait.  Just to have cutlery, flatware and decent cookery will be so great!  Everything in my cart should be available for same day pick up.  Then I have to see to it that I can get the locking mailbox at Lowe's as they only have one left and I WANT IT.  I'll hopefully get our neighbor down the street to install it for us.  I'm sure he will.  It will be a busy and exhausting day but the benefits will be awesome.  It looks like we will have a good month, but you know how it goes here.