Flattened . . .

Thought I was going to be called in to work last night, wasn't so I intended to go to sleep early but didn't, not until 5 a.m..  Didn't get up today until after 4 p.m. and was going to go to the store to get some soda but couldn't make myself do it.  Hopefully tomorrow, and I do need to do laundry, if it doesn't rain.  We have rain chances just about daily for the next couple of weeks.

The kittens are getting closer to me, two of them slept with me last night, Prissy all night Onyx most of the night.  Or day as it were.  I think the light company must have come out and fixed the security light it no longer blinks, that's good that was freaking annoying.

I had my first hot meal in a while tonight, a stroganoff hamburger helper.  It was good, I put the remainder in the freezer and will reheat tomorrow.  Maybe make a couple of sides with it.  I hope I have some more rutabagas.  Love those things.

I have a small container that I used to keep my pendulums in.  It's the size roughly of a small square Kleenex box.  All 4 kittens are crammed in there asleep.  The sucky thing about that is when my pendulums were in there, hence how I USED to keep them in there, they knocked it down and the dogs got the pendulums and my set of blue onyx runes.  I recovered 1 pendulum and 16 of the runes.  The rest are history.  I have replacements in my carts at Amazon and at DiscountNewAgeBooks.com but right now both orders are at $42 and I don't know when I'll be able to get them.  We'll see I am catching up some, made a lot of sacrifice.  Full coverage on the auto insurance, Hulu and Netflix, but we'll see I'll persevere.

Lessening the Chaos . . .

Going to work on my days off up coming to lessen some of the chaos around here.  I have to see the phone company about my cable/internet and the light company about my security light, it blinks which is unnerving.  I think my company is about to get me more hours they are starting to cross train me so I'm useful in any area so that will certainly help.  Especially drive through.  We'll see.  I should have a fairly good check this time so I should get somewhat caught up.  Going to try very hard.

The 4 little monsters are growing I have to start feeding them Mom is about to start weaning I'm sure.  Gotta get some kitten food tho.

Need to go now and feed the brood then get ready for work.  Hope the night goes well, it's going to be a long one.

Tired of This . . .

Haven't slept well the last few days I tried to go to bed and the animals are determined to keep me up.  The kittens no longer want to stay on the desk when they get on the floor the dogs bother them.  One of my larger dogs suddenly hates one of my chihuahuas and keeps violently attacking her.  Tonight she hurt her.  So now I have to relegate the larger dog to the yard so I'll be losing her I can't contain her and I know she won't stay home but I can't let her kill this little dog.  I am so fed up with the chaos in this house.  Until I get it cleared I'll have no peace and I am going insane.  I'll start working on it as soon as I can.  In the meantime I HAVE to get some damned sleep!

Getting Moving . . .

Thought I'd kickstart writing again this evening after I get the dogs/cats fed.  Last night I had another dream featuring my mentor Stephen King.  Don't remember enough of it to add it to the dream blog but it was interesting.  I thought I'd start something new, just a short story to get the juices flowing.  I do need to start reading more I've not cracked a book in a long time.  Mother wouldn't allow it.  2 Kings to read and a shit ton of fantasy.  I'll work on it I have a lot of good habits to get back into.  I'm already starting to cook for myself, no fast food (can't afford it).  Got some lovely food storage sets for when I can get more food into the house.  I have to clean out my freezer and my refrigerator.  Lots of science experiments in there.

Raining and Cooler . . .

Which is nice, but, it has to stop by 3:30 so I can go pick up my new purse, wallet and comforter.  Apparently we're in for a lot of rain over the next 10 days which would be nice.  The cooler weather certainly is.

Still trying to get to McD's to start my day job, just can't get myself up in time.  I was actually up earlier today but honestly I'm about to lie back down again.  I don't know about my future, it is awful glum right now.

Preparing for Job Hunt . . .

I have to go tomorrow and look for another job.  Starting at McD's and onward to other places.  I have to go pay on my camera but I'll wait until the day it's due to pay it so I don't have to worry about it the first of the month, but I need to get it out somehow.  I want it out by October.

It's been hot and stuffy all day.  Lolly seems to be doing better she's still really whiney but she's fat and she's strong.  She is eating.  Her mother keeps putting her head in her mouth that pisses me off.  She's sleeping right now.

Gotta work tonight I hope I get my full 4 hours but I have a suspicion my manager has got it in for me now and wants me out.  I don't know why I do what I'm supposed to do I show up on time and every shift can't imagine what the problem is other than people fucking suck which I've known for quite some time now.

Sick of Summer . . .

I am so sick of summer I cannot tolerate the heat.  But tolerate it I do, what else am I going to do?  Right now I'm washing clothes.  Had a full washer.  Tomorrow will try to get up early and hit the jobhunt trail, McD's first.  I'll probably go place to place to see if anyone will talk to me about work.  Domino's, Popeyes, Subway.  Anyone.  It's going to be hot, I have that cross to bear.

In October my friend and I are planning a trip to Houston's Pagan Pride day.  That will be fun I think but it will still be hot.  Doesn't really cool off here till November.  But I'm yearning to get out.  I'm going to get my camera out of hock this next payday I'll figure a way to do that.  I want it back.