This Has Been Such A Bad Time . . .

From one county official to another this has been the shittiest time since late January.  Mark this as the WORST year yet.  We have to take Annie to the vet tomorrow to check her for rabies because she bit a freakin county employee, just nipped her but oh she was on duty so it had to be reported bleh bleh bleh now we have to vet her and quarantine her for 10 days.  So the mess I cleaned up so the social worker could see an improvement will just start all over again.  Most days these days I just want to throw up my hands, pack my coloring books and pens and markers and pencils and just walk into the sunset, never to be seen again.  Mother's mind is getting so vapid she is the biggest nuisance of all.  I literally have to repeat information over and over again in 10 - 15 minute intervals for several hours.  I just don't know.  I saw this playing out differently, better.  But that's what I get for thinking.  We'll see how it goes.  I just want to continue moving forward.  Ever forward.